So long to this cold, cold part of the world

Man, I get so mopey some days. I was really looking forward to living out of the city for a while but it turns out I just feel incredibly disconnected from everything. and Idon’t like my room as much because there is this monstrosity type thing my mom moved in in place of my nice furniture and there isn’t nearly enough natural light cos it’s such a mopey day anyway. i don’t know. tv sucks and isn’t likely to change anytime soon.

on the brigh side, i got some special k and matt’s party last night was a blast enough though mallory didn’t show up. brandon and i got to have a heart-to-heart about things and life and i got to hang out with tonya which i’m happy about cos it’s really the last day that she’s here. i’ll post pictures later, prolly when i’m happier.

i might start an herb garden. i checked out a book on it from the solidarity center (it’s an anarchist infoshop) in lawrence. I think imma gonna go there monday to go to this women’s health discussion they have. it’s on “our bodies our . . .” i don’t know. some hippy crap about being a woman, but it sounds empowering enough. i felt so weird in that shop yesterday because i was dressed notably like a tool. now that i think about it.. i may not have the day off. so there goes that good idea. hmph. imma gonna hafta call them about it.