Update
I feel like I should say that perhaps I had more of a hand in making the decision than I let on. Decision by indecision. That’s the Jess way 🙁 I talked with my therapist about this some today which was good. I’m glad I can admit to my faults in a first meeting, or something. Maybe soon I’ll start trying to get rid of them. I mean, I do try to get rid of them.. but maybe.. you know I’m just so bad at it. I’m saying nothing in this update, aren’t i?
Today I am watching Buffy and I feel like crying. These episodes are really sad. Buffy and Angel say they love each other. Angel and Buffy mess around/have sex, i wasn’t paying enough attention to know.. then Angel is a jerk to Buffy. Agh. Xander/Cordi hook up. Willow finds out. Blah. I don’t know. It just makes me sad. Angel tries to kill Buffy’s friends. 🙁 Dammit. It’s buffy.